I have been a little stressed lately. My dreams have been reflecting them I am afraid. Last night, I had a crazy dream that I was going to a faucet and I was getting a glass of water and I urinated on myself (i know gross right??) but instead of getting embarrassed that someone might have seen I just poured a glass of water on myself and laughed “ooops silly me!”
In looking up my dream interpretation this made the most sense: “…To dream that you are urinating, symbolizes a cleansing and a release of negative or repressed emotions. Depending on your dream context, urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control of your life. You are literally “pissed off” and not expressing yourself in a positive or constructive manner.” BINGO! What do I do now to fix that?
Instead of getting “pissed off”, I need to positively deal with them thru therapeutic acts. Right now, I am listening to 80’s music. I am trying to let go of the awful situations I cannot change thru singing. Does it help? Um…maybe? But not even Billy Joel could cure this one…I can’t really sing so I feel bad for the other’s in the office. Do I care? No! Maybe I will paint more? Maybe…but that costs a lot of money sometimes…MAYBE I COULD pick up a hobby! YES!…but which one? Maybe I could just laugh?
After today, I might just be insane. Might as well throw my scissors into the hallway. I am tired, frustrated but not quite defeated yet. I am discouraged, but not defeated. I think I will choose laughter as my therapy at this point in my day. Stay tuned….
Maybe I am getting frustrated because I am in the process of learning how to transform the ugly negative in my life into light and love but I AM NOT THERE YET! What a transformation of patience (that much like singing–I don’t have that one either!) One of these days I will get there…Promise!