Yesterday was so much needed. I think I feel more like myself than I have ever! I feel like this stage of my life is picking up where I was shattered and create a beautiful masterpiece that will allow me to mature and grow into an amazing woman! Not saying that I am not amazing now, but DANG (I am trying to give up my nasty habit of cussing!) think of the possibilities!?!?
I was given a card of a single Realtor in the area thanks to my “nail lady Lily”. I will put it this way….I was definitely not his type. He is a regular there and I am pretty sure that he was looking for a skinny mini model-esk girl that he could swing around and take out like a Barbie.
NEWS FLASH, I am definitely NOT that girl! 🙂 Well just for the record, I do clean up nice but I would rather do my own thing versus have some lousy expectations set for me to fit a mold! I broke the mold with my awesomeness thank you!
I received a letter from my dear friend D.Robb who is in the Army. He is one of my best friends and always knows how to make things better. I wrote him back a letter. D. Robb and I go way back and it was just fabulous hearing from him. I miss that man dearly!
Sunday was spent with a Nick while I was in recovery mode. I must say we did a whole lot of nothing and it was the best night ever! We watched Braveheart, played “spoons”, and ate Hawaiian pizza! I swear he is like an OLD GRANDPA! He had a crazy night on Saturday and so he too was coming down if you will. I feel so secure with him…there is never a care in the world when I am hanging out with him and in fact he introduced me to a new therapy for being pissed off! My newest therapy–shooting off fireworks! HAHA. I felt so amazingly relieved once I lit my little Sparkler Ball (yes that is what it was ACTUALLY called!). It was a rush because I am usually not coordinated enough to use a lighter and do two things at once but, last night I conquered it! It was amazing the amount of liberation I felt when I tossed it across the open lawn! 🙂 10:30pm hit, and grandpa was ready for bed! HAHA! Between him and my friend Nick man, they make my life so much better!
Now on to my Monday, today I realized I didn’t have any jeans clean for work so, had to dress up dang it! It kind of stunk because I know that I will be doing kind of some dirty jobs if you will. Today has been great and very productive thus far. I was itching my foot this morning and I realize I definitely had a hole in it. Typical Monday!
AND I just got off the phone with good ol’ Herb to which he had the HARDEST time hearing. HE WAS COUGHING AND CLEARING HIS THROAT LIKE MAD TODAY! I asked him how he was feeling. I asked ” Herb how’s your lungs feeling?”, “meh…who?”,”YOUR LUNGS”, “what the hell are you saying?”, “your L-U-N-G-S!” (I had to actually spell L-U-N-G-S!) “Lunges? what are you saying?”… “NO, L-U-N-G-S! You know what you breathe with?”…..”OH LUNGS! Oh they are just fine! I feel good!”…. “OK that’s all I needed to know buddy!”. This is a very typical conversation for us…going back and forward for 5 minutes until the message finally gets across. Oh well.
Today life is good. I am so blessed and I don’t thank God enough for it!