This morning, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I woke up disgruntled and irritated. Then I went to the bathroom and started to brush my teeth. I noticed after I was done that I used the wrong toothbrush. Yep, the wrong toothbrush.
I took my car in and a new oil pan is in order….something clinked it. Great.
Next, I was just irritated for no reason then the story became a trickle down effect. I was cussing up a storm just because frankly I didn’t care. I read an article in the news that really aggravated me, someone said something that was just caddy, then out of no where it started to rain….again.
Original plans were as follows:
-Drop car off
-Finish my work and correspondence
-Go drop groceries off at Herb’s
-Pick up samples and go home for the day
Made some email correspondence to pick up some samples and that ended up being one huge mess. Came back from lunch. I get an email….”hey we want to leave by 2pm so, please pick them up before that point! Thanks, see you then!” Left right away and I wrote down the wrong number, walked into the wrong place then, went to the chamber. It was across the street so, that wasn’t bad. Then, I knocked. And knocked. I called my contact twice while there and no answer…then I got in my car and started back to work. This wouldn’t have been such a bad situation if I didn’t have to drive 1/2 hour to get there and change my original plans around significantly. Well she called me back and met me half way. No real conversation was exchanged except for a thanks. 1 hour and a half of another later…I was finally off to visit Herb.
On the drive back into town, I had ripe bananas that were in the car stinking it up. FYI, I was driving my dad’s car since mine was still in the shop. My dad CANNOT STAND the smell of bananas…so I roll the windows down. Then it started raining, so I roll the windows up. This happened about 5 times. By this time I am yelling at the skies above me “would you make up your freaking minds!!! I am trying to avoid a PROBLEM here!?” Then kept driving. OH then I forgot! MY CELL PHONE DIED. Great. Just great.
I proceeded to drive straight to work and had my sister drop me off to get my car then I drove straight to Herb’s humble abode. No time wasted at all. Herb calls with 2 seconds left of juice on my phone and I show up looking like I had been in a tornado. Bananas and groceries in hand, no one really said anything. I did see one of my favorite residence (he totally put me in a great mood) Jimbo who was pulling weeds and checking on his tomato plants. He is such a kind soul. He has terminal cancer and just is doing his thing. Only a matter of time I suppose. Upon talking to him, I zipped up to see Herb where the only prophetic thing I could say was “Holy Fuck”. Yup. That was exactly what I said. He looked at me with his head turned to the side confused…then he repeated, “HOLY FUCK?, holy fuck?? Sit down lets talk about it.”
I explained my whole day and why it was just so crazy. We were laughing so hard we were crying. It was the perfect end to the day. Then I flat-out told him I was on the rag (because this is the kind of relationship we have) and he just looked and said guys have their own cycle too. Made me feel better. He just knows how to cheer me up. It was just what I needed. Then we had to get him off to a hair apt. downstairs. As we got into the elevator, he just repeated “holy fuck” twice under his breath and shook his head. He was giggling. I reminded him that was our little secret…hahaha. Oh man did he get a kick out of that!
I love that man dearly. I am so blessed to have a friend such as he!
OVER AND OUT HOMIE!
It seems as though time is slipping away from me. Any one else feeling like that? Work seems to be killing me and this weather makes it easy for me to be in a funk….can summer come sooner please? I feel like my creative juices are draining out my back-end. (now that’s a glorious visual!)
I must say, I am watching this National Championship with Butler vs. UConn and this is and has been an absolutely terrible game from both teams. Butler has had some beautiful shots but, overall I am rather disappointed. It happens.
I am taking my car in on Wednesday and I am very seriously thinking about telling them to give me a trade in value….10 year VW Bug for a 2010 Jetta…..your thoughts?
This was the most interesting thing I have found today:
What do you do when life gets so crazy that you can’t even think straight? What do you do when you have been swept down stream on a current never to be thrown off but just completely swept off your feet? A LOT has been happening so let me catch you all up briefly…YOU LISTEN TO A SONG!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEXhAMtbaec
1. Nomad and I are progressing well…better than well but, I am giving him 3 dates before he is going to be able to meet my family. I told him I feel crazy, and he told me I was just being me and anyone that had a problem with it I should say “piss off”. I think you will enjoy this next pic…
2. Cheerleading is cheerleading and I am so ready to relinquish my “Spirit Stick” and move on to bigger and better things. I love my girls but, the cheerleader is burned out.
3. Work has been CRAZY TRAIN busy. I will send you a link to our new website when we are to that point…ALMOST THERE!
4. My brother is moving out (we don’t have an ETA, however I am OK with that!)
5. Spring is just around the corner and because the SUN has been showing it’s beautiful face my days have been 100,000,000% better! I know that’s a lot but the sun makes me so joyful.
6. Participated as “Abraham Lincoln” on our Special Olympics of Allen County Trivia Team for a local fundraiser. I went as Abe without legs…it was very fitting! There is something so sexy about a woman with a beard…..
7. I have been so joyful for not having any sleep at night…I swear life is so good!
8. Katherine is one of my dearest girls and we sat laughing so freaking hard we were crying and hardly making sense. I am pretty sure to the “average joe” thought that we were complete idiots!
ONE last moment to share:
Yesterday, I had a massive headache. I had cheer practice (ugh!), then the night progressed…tentatively I was going to the Chapel for a few brief moments, on to Mass with the girls, then out for ice cream! After cheer, I was feeling very discouraged. I basically stated “I didn’t feel so joyful right now because of all the negative swallowing me” Nomad was so sweet and tried to cheer me up with his kind words. It made me feel good knowing he was there for me. Well he told me that I had a joyful heart…I totally just said I didn’t feel that joy though…but glad he could see it. When I got to the Chapel, I said a few prayers for my cheerleaders and myself. I then hurried off to Mass so I wouldn’t be late. I lit a votive candle for a “special intention” but had nowhere to give my donation so I just held on to it. After Mass, I went and excused myself from the girls and gave my envelope to Fr. I don’t go to this Parish so I was just introducing myself to him. Fr. James was this Priest’s name. How wonderful he is. Well when I gave him my envelope, he told me that I was so joyful! He said spread that joy to everyone. I almost cried. That was exactly what I needed to hear at that very moment. I felt revived. I felt relieved and happy. I felt like I could now go out into the world and let the real CatMan be shown! My energy had just been restored! 🙂 Then I got to spend the most beautiful time with my girls laughing and carrying on like little school girls. It was awesome. When it was all said and done, Nomad and I talked to each other and my whole world was right on balance. I was right where I needed to be. Life is SO good!
Remember, when you are discouraged–God sends you little angels to keep you going! All He asks for you in return is your faithfulness. Heck, my life is so wonderful! Here is my joy and I am passing it on! TAG YOUR IT!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIRFE_1huMc
Yesterday after work I had some time of solidarity at my favorite place, the Chapel. I got out of work late so I decided to spend sometime in quiet and I actually passed out for about a half of an hour. It was a very nice power nap to get me thru the rest of my day.
Well upon leaving the Chapel I went home and got my workout gear on and ventured to the Y. Let me tell you, I love people watching. It also cracks me up that the people who are the socialites of the workout arena are skinny, tan, usually 18-35 years old or so, and they have a body that is not conducive to actually working out.
Now, this is merely an observation. There are groups that congregate in the specific classes, around the machines, and at certain times of the day. There are grunters, moaners and girls that have full-blown fake nails, make up, and hair all done up just to sweat a little. It also makes me laugh at the little girls walking in wearing next to nothing but just a simply “cutsie” workout bra and spandex! OK, I have a nice body but I am a curvy woman. I could never wear that and feel comfortable at the gym. First off, you would have to double those bras up so the “twins” aren’t banging me in the face (now I need no black eyes!) and second off it is a privilege…..PRIVILEGE PEOPLE….to wear spandex! I am sorry ladies but full coverage granny panties that bunch when you run do NOT look so attractive in spandex and I totally respect that. So no spandex for this girl! Normally I am the kid wearing the big t-shirts and shorts that actually cover the bum up. I don’t look like I am picking up on any of the gym rat boys who are trying to get swoll for Spring Break.
So everyone I am sure has heard of Jersey Shore, right? I am totally not even kidding you these girls looked like Snookie!
Truly. Not joking. She looked exactly like her but in workout gear. Skinny yoga pants, a clueless gaze, and was working on who knows what?! Why is it necessary to look like this when working out but, to draw the wrong kind of attention and lose your cookies! Sorry…just kind of annoys me.
I made the mistake in college once wearing a shirt I bought to support my roommate whom played Rugby. See I was the flying Cheerleader and she was the Rugby extraordinaire! I loved wearing those shirts out of support but, not to the gym! The one day I got hit on by a fellow female student (I was wearing my Rugby shirt) and I am pretty sure that there was a “minor” assumption made! HA. Flattering, but sorry I don’t swing that way! Needless to say, I thought twice before grabbing a random t-shirt to workout in…sigh.
I kind of get weirded out when people not only bring attention to themselves via the outfit chosen to work out in, but also at grunting or making animatistic loud noises!! Is that really necessary??? REAAHHH-OOHHH-AHHH! CLINK-CLINK-CLINK. SIGH. MAN…
I hope this evening I can zone out, not get distracted by Snookie and her Jersey Shore crew and make some progress training for this Mini Marathon that I am running in May! Here goes another training session for me…
I will say this about yesterday, I laughed so incredibly hard. I loved like I had never loved before, and forgot about the “dead weight” in my life. Yesterday I was in the best of moods. No idea why but I will take what I can get! Today was very good over all now, we will see what this evening has in store! 🙂
Last night, in celebration of Halloween I went to see Paranormal Activities. The movie was horrible. I didn’t like it at all. Don’t see it. My friend, her friend, and I all went in costume to the cinema. We had “Amelia Earhart: post crash”, a flasher, then a referee. It was so much fun, but like I said the movie stunk.
Afterwords we ventured out to C-Street. Some of the costumes of the night were a Loufa, the Madhatter, tons of Refs–although I looked the best, a Jelly fish and lots of other interesting specimens which will not receive my recognition. I listened to a really fabulous band. Almost as good as Boney’s band (sigh….how I love that man!)
Currently at work….trying to work hard for the money. It has kind of been a relaxing but, kind of crazy day. Dad took my sister and I out for lunch. That was nice! I am trying to decide what to do with my life. I am trying to decide what to do about a few things….like the men in my life, the company I keep, and most of all making decisions about a few other key items that may make some long-term projections. I sat at Panera with a close friend and we worked out a budget. My budget was just really not cutting it. It was pretty lame. I need to start saving more money, not wasting my money on stupid things that don’t matter, and over all be smarter about how I am living. That probably doesn’t make a lot of sense but were getting there.
Face wash, toiletries, student loans, car stuff, credit cards…ugh. Then I have to be smart and try to spend less in total. I know there is light at the end of the tunnel. It sucks but it is what it is! I just need to distribute my money better is all! 🙂
So here I sit listening to my 80’s rock music, rocking out, and wondering if I will be able to take a nap after work…..today is a good day.
Today more than ever I feel loved completely and in whole being. I have decided that I am straight up obnoxious when I am in a great mood. Which this could be a good and a bad thing but, then again who cares? ***OK what the heck Pandora! You are playing “My heart will go on” Celine Dion on my NSYNC station…kind of not cool.***
Well today’s post is in regards to my amazingly awesome day yesterday. The work day was long but the reward was greater later. I got to talk to a friend that I don’t see very often. I was able to go to my Special Olympics Bowling last night and it was amazing. I have one or two young adults that I help especially and then I try to mesh between the other athletes. Last night I have a sweetheart named Kevin B. ask if I was married. I replied no and he then asked if I would marry him! (How sweet!) I told him maybe someday! Then it was his turn to bowl. This makes my 2nd marriage proposal in about 3 months.
I wish people were capable of that innocence love. My athletes are some of the most loving, accepting, and wonderful people I know. Whenever I feel unloved or if I have had a bad day, they totally make life better. You see the thing is people are capable, but in order for them to experience that kind of love they have to be willing to give everything away. You see these athletes are ones that might be seen as disabled but, aren’t we all a little impaired in certain ways? Their intellectual disability causes them to see everything innocently as it should be. I know that it is difficult sometimes and thankless as parents to have a child with this disability, but the parent’s that come to these events are so supportive. They never complain, they never give up, and most of all they are there to be their child’s cheerleader! How blessed am I am able to witness that??? Extremely! They genuinely love, what most people couldn’t even fathom.
I have friends that that have been there for me and loved me and made me feel worth a million bucks again when my heart and spirit was crushed. For those friends, I genuinely love back. They are fabulously divine! I noticed that I take those people for granted. What makes a good friend is not how often they are there BUT, when they are there for you. The timing is everything you see. God places these wonderful friends in your life when you need them the most and it’s their choice to choose to help or not. Feel blessed when they do choose to help. That is a true friend.
Genuinely take care of those who love you. If they do something great or were there for you, make sure that you thank them in an appropriate way. Make sure that you recognize that. They will know that the genuine love is mutual and that friendship is true.
By the way, the music selection definitely got better when I switched my station to Pandora: Def Leopard …..OH yes Gotta love the 80’s!!!